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that’s the time and date episode 62
a summary of the weekend i think tiring would be the state um lita came down on saturday
on sunday she helped me clean the flat she did some uber and dusty and washing up and told me how to wash up no one’s done that you need to add lots of soap and lots of hot water i thought a damp sponge and a bit of cold water but maybe not i’ve washed the carpets
that’s the first time i’ve properly done it in about 18 months and the amount of fur and fluff and dirt came up no surprise i suppose when you’ve got three cats the vax cleaning fluid doesn’t leave it smelling clean it looks clean it feels clean under feet but it doesn’t smell clean so i might have to do it again with the other i’ve got new um carpet cleaner professional grade stuff i bought it a while back just never got around to using it and it does have a fragrance to it so i might give it a quick go over maybe later today just see if it makes any difference
cleaning the carpets is a lot harder than it initially feels i mean i’ve got a nice big wax and it’s only a matter of putting the tubes on and putting cleaning fluid in blah blah blah but it doesn’t roll across the carpet when you’re doing washing it’s a flat surface to carpet
and it’s very you have to literally get on your knees to get enough pull on the thing
but i don’t know if that’s because there was a lot of cat hair on the carpet or what a little bit karaoke you definitely hear me sing
or maybe you’re um you do
a little bit of playing about your background music and i think i had it too loud in the last video i’m gonna try and neutralize it a little bit on this one
the boys are all congregating around me now as soon as i put the camera on that’s it mental health that’s a little chat about when you know
i would say it’s still hovering around minus two
that’s mainly thanks to lita and ekka
and a little bit of madness from mary you can always be relied on to change the mood i doubled my stats on youtube over the weekend from 329 minutes watched in the last 28 days to 700 odd and that all seems to be relating back to episode 59 lions lies and lies more lies and politics not sure what i did right on that one not many comments so i don’t get any feedback so i’m trying to make these videos a bit more informative
i did script one i think 59 might have been scripted but it was too formal i thought too regimented whereas the meanderings of an idiot like me is easier to actually manage so i’m trying new production techniques instead of a straight piece of camera i’m trying multiple angles smoke positions and edit them together somehow
mental health
minus two that is on a scale i’ll give you a quick summary of the mental health scale that i use it’s minus five to plus five zero being emotionless quite literally
plus five being i wouldn’t call it happy plus five is being a good mental state minus five is suicidal so the opposite end of suicidal is plus five
but that doesn’t mean ecstatic because my plus five is not as i see people with mental health as a personal thing so my plus five might be a zero to another person because their plus five might be scaled higher whereas my minus five might be a lot lower than other people’s minus five so it’s not a linear scale it’s i wouldn’t even call it logarithmic it’s a variable scale it’s a personal scale my scale slips from three to five quite quickly but it hovers around naught to three plus or minus recently over the last few years it’s been minus um the state of mind really depends on external influences more than anything else
it’s not something you can predict either you can the anxiety can kick in and you can get anxious about your future mental health stay i do but it’s not easy to actually manage drugs help um for anxiety and depression that they slow the rapid changes down so it slows it doesn’t suddenly switch over it takes an hour or so and you can feel it going i don’t know if that’s actually better for me or not cleaning the carpets is a lot harder than it initially feels i mean i’ve got a nice big wax and it’s only a matter of putting the tubes on and putting cleaning fluid in blah blah blah
but it doesn’t roll across the carpet when you’re doing washing it’s a flat surface to carpet and
it’s very you have to literally get on your knees to get enough pull on the thing
but i don’t know if that’s because there was a lot of cat hair on the carpet or what the cats are now running around playing i call it playing but who knows the astute of you will notice the clock suddenly changing because this is being edited out of sequence but it timestamps basically the bits that you’re watching so you can see what time they were made i think i’ve got much sleep last night but at least i did get some sort of sleep i’ve got i made lasagna at the weekend
and that’s going to be lunch or dinner during the week i’ve just made it froze it had beef curry on saturday and pork roast on sunday
it always helps having someone to cook for because with me around i’ll live off sandwiches and toast and cereal even though i might have food in the freezer
i can’t be bothered to cook
and i end up eating junk food a lot
oh that’s my 10 minutes up
anyway thank you for watching please like and subscribe share this video comments are always welcome what do you think i’m doing right what i’m doing wrong i don’t know i’m open to advisement so thank you for watching thank you for using the subtitles someone out there is watching the russian subtitles and i’ll speak to you again soon you
